Today was a day to test my committment. Not only am I aching all over, but for whatever reason I was suprised to hear it was Monday. I thought it was like Wednesday or Thursday, that will tell you where my head is. That was just the beginning. When I went out to my car I had a flat tire, GREAT. How does that just happen out of nowhere? I had a decision to make so I decided to get my tire taken care of and take it out on the gym. Today something was just telling me to go, go, go. In just starting my third week on this routine, which I felt was a strict one when I started, greasy food makes sick to my stomach and I have this urge to workout no matter what. Last week if I would have been feeling like I was this morning I would have taken the day off but today it was different. Even though I am hurting, it’s the kind of hurt that lets you know that whatever it is you are doing, it is working. I know I am not supposed to be getting on the scale but today I couldn’t help myself and I am not going to say what it was but only because I necessarily don’t believe it myself. I can feel it but I don’t believe it. One of the thoughts I had while driving to the gym was that I am lighter than I was yesterday and tomorrow I will be lighter than today and as each day passes I will never be as heavy as I was yesterday. Yea, I’m weird.